I got through yesterday & not too badly if I do say so myself. May 7th is my mother's birthday, & yesterday she would have been 70 years old. I can't really imagine that. In fact, when I think of what my mom looked like, I remember her from the Mother's Day before she died. I have a picture of her with my brother Seth & me. That is how I see her in my mind's eye. That is when I can picture her alive. It's hard because my last memory of her is from when the paramedics took her out of our house to bring her to the hospital.
Yesterday, I had a migraine. I usually feel sick on my mom's birthday. I guess it's the stress of the day & missing her. I did my best to focus on the day & ignore her birthday. I didn't cry. I didn't scream. I tried to be stress-free. And to some degree, it worked.
Happy birthday Mommy! I miss you & I love you.
8 comments:
Happy Birthday to your mom and hugs to you :-)
Well done! It's good to see you here again.
Happy birthday to your mom. Hope your headache eases soon. Hugs.
Happy birthday to your mom, Tammie. I hope you spend a wonderful day recalling happy memories.
You may not have cried, but you've got me going now.
Happy Birthday to your Mom.
Tammie - I'm glad this angst is behind you - I cannot imagine your pain.
Hope you have a grand Mother's Day with your precious gift! Hugs to you!!
Happy birthday to your Mommy and I can't wait to hear how you celebrate June 1st!
I am with you on this one. Missing our mommy is a very hard thing to do, especially with all the milestones and our children growing up without them, its a hard pill to swallow, but just now that both your mom & my mom are watching over our families, keeping us safe and know that we are happy.
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